missing him and surprising her

come to think of it, within a few days it will be a year since he left and today also marks my mother's birthday. coming together in being apart is in fact the worst feeling but then again it is time to move on or maybe try something to help me get through the pain. i remember days when she would let me go over to visit him and she knew of our distant friendship. she was not happy when i told her about him leaving in such a tragic manner but she was glad he went off to a better place. glad indee for though there is sadness lurking, this day is for her to enjoy and i'll be there to give her just that and for him pray that with his guidance i will be stundee! # happy thursday , happy birthday to my mom and happy days for those who miss you...