I DID NOT LAUGH NOR ANSWER, I JUST WENT MUTE BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON SHE ASKED HER IF THEY WERE HERS. THOUGHT MAYBE SHE ASKED BECAUSE SHE WAS CURIOUS, BUT THERE IS NOTHING BEYOND HER LEVEL OF CURIOUSITY AND SHE ASKED BECAUSE SHE WANTED TO SEE IF THEY WOULD FIT.
SO I GAVE THEM AWAY AND FOR A SECOND I WAS FEELING LOST WITHOUT THEM AND AFTER I WAS CONSUMED WITH THOUGHTS AS TO HOW SHE WOULD TAKE CARE OF THEM. WHEN THEY WERE IN MY CARE THEY WERE HANDLED AS THOUGH THEY WERE FROM MY VERY OWN WOMB, IF SHE TREATED THEM INDIFFERENTLY IT WOULD REALLY HURT ME.
SHOULD IT THOUGH? SHOULD I CARE BECAUSE ACCORDING TO LEGEND, YOU GIVE AWAY FOREVER AND RETURN IS LIKE TAKING THAT WHICH BELONGED TO YOU FROM THE VERY PERSON YOU ENTITLED THE RIGHT TO POSSESSION FROM THE DAY YOU GAVE THEM AWAY. THEY WERE NOT MINE SO WHY DID I LONG FOR THEM? PITY I CANNOT WISH THEM BACK OR BUY A NEW SET EXACTLY LIKE THEM, THEY ARE GONE...
I TURNED TO THE NEXT STORE AND THERE THEY WERE BUT NO, REPLACING THEM WOULD BE LIKE I AM ERASING THEM FROM MY MIND, THEN AGAIN I SHOULD CONSIDER WHAT THEY WANT AND GET A NEW PAIR OR CALL HER TO BRING THEM BACK... NOT LIKE I NEED THEM BUT LIKE I NEED THEIR PRESENCE IN MY LIFE...
#TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE TURNED AWAY AND THOSE I HAVE FORGOTTEN, REGGIE IS COMING FOR YOU...
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