Media Law

On a really serious tip, I have no words at all today. The words may seem to be flowing in this blog but today I am totally blank. It's probably because I have a million jobs to do and all is totally lost when it comes to me relying on faith to keep me sane. I am so terrified, I actually see myself breaking down or should ask somebody to dig me a whole and bury me alive and should I die, it will be okay because well I would be at ease and relaxation with the Lord, my God. # please wish me luck for a test I am writing today...

TOSS THE FEAR

contrary to popular belief, i am actually a quiet person. i don't speak because i am certain my mouth is of the devil himself. i attract people all the while and somehow i feel this is just not the way it is supposed to be. i have gone though life with a million of things within my reach and it is today and now that i feel so empty. i have tried to get the source out of my mind and life yet the pain of being in love silently, should send me to my very own grave. tears have been washed away from all the pain that i survived years ago and just when i need to show the emotion of confusion and sorrow, i cannot. i have no tears at all. i feel like cameron diaz in some movie where she had never cried since a long time ago and just as she realises that she is in love with jude law, the tears show the joy in her heart... what if i am going through the same thing and God forbid me to be a lost soul carrying the burden of a fearing heart. both in love and of course God. i am certain that once again i need and ask for prayer and that in all that i should do, from this day should fulfill my very heart and love like never before and always keep faith in GOD...

TO UNDERSTAND

EVER HAD THE AMAZING FEELING OF TRIUMPH IN THE MOMENT OF PAIN. I CALLED TO THE MOUNTAINS, AS LOUD AS I COULD AND THERE WAS NOBODY TO HEAR MY CRIES. I CALLED OUT TO THE MAN ON THE STREET AND HE JUST GAVE ME THE LOOK OF NOBODY CAN OR SHOULD HELP YOU. I CALLED TO THE PERSON INSIDE OF ME AND I WAS SILENT TO HER.
IT WAS PAIN AND JOY. IT LOSS AND GAIN. IT WAS TEARS AND LAUGHTER. IT WAS ME AND THEM. IT WAS CONFUSION AND UNDERSTANDING. IT WAS MORE THAN JUST HIS FACE AND HATRED FOR THE PERSON HE MADE ME BECOME.
WE WENT OUT DAILY TO ROB, KILL AND EVEN WORSE COVET THE SOULS OF THE INNOCENT. WE WERE AGAINST THE WORLD AND OUR DEPRESSING LIVES. WE THOUGHT FOR THE RIGHT WAY TO DO THINGS AND EVERY TIME WE WENT FOR OUR WAY. I STILL REMEMBER US RUNNING FOR ALMOST HALF A DAY FOR OUR LIVES, AFTER WE HAD TAKEN HIS MOST PRECIOUS OF ITEMS.
I ALWAYS PRAYED FOR THE DAY WE WOULD TURN INTO BETTER PEOPLE AND PAY OUR DUES BY PRAYING... GETTING A JOB OR MAYBE EVEN GOING TO THE SHELTER. GOD FORBID TO EVER CONFORM US AND WE JUST WENT ON. I TRIED TO EXPLAIN TO A BOY WHO HAD BECOME MY FIRST AND ONLY TRUE FRIEND WHY, BUT WHAT HE DID NOT UNDERSTAND WAS THAT IF IT HAD WORKED OUT ANY OTHER WAY HE WOULD BE AMONGST THE DEAD, ALONG WITH US.
SHE LEFT WHEN HE DIED AND NOBODY KNEW US FOR THEY DID NOT UNDERSTAND OUR ORIGIN BUT THEN WHO CARES... WE UNDERSTAND THE STATE OF OUR LIFE AND WE UNDERSTAND THAT GOOD COMES TO THOSE WHO WAIT BUT NOT WHILST SITTING AROUND.
#HUSTLE YES... BUT THE LAW IS WHAT WE SHOULD OF UNDERSTOOD AS WE BEGAN OUR LIFE OF TRYING TO SURVIVE BY ANY MEANS POSSIBLE...

my friends and i

Give Praise to The Saviour

Ever had a feeling like the one I had been experiencing not so long ago and have someone just pull you out of your misery and make you feel better? Yes... I am talking about God and of course a friend indeed. I was going on about how almost every aspect in my life doesn't make sense anymore and the people in  my life don't mean as much to me as they did before. I kept on with the soul searching and of course moody attitude, that could take on a storm for days. I took time to note the questions and the people asking them and how my normal self would react to such, then again I politely answered yes or no and pokay for most of them. It kept me going and then I just burst and well now I am glad to say I have not let whatever I was feeling take over me as a whole... So I prayed until it hurt and cried until I felt a bit dehydrated and then I became whole, like really empty of all the bad things and faced life as of this morning...
Behold the 5 Steps to a Better You by REAGILE KGOKONG a..k.a. LOSERVILLE:
1. Ask yourself what is wrong
2. Bring yourself to understanding and acknowedging why you feel that way
3. I know chocolate is bad but just one piece wouldn't hurt and tune into a really cool chick flick
4. Now that you have gone through feeling rather sorry for yourself (no offence), sit down and figure out a way to sort out your problem
5. Just like the movie... Pray, Eat and Love!
#Those heels are still calling out your name... So go ahead and make yourself look the way you feel and that is BEAUTIFUL...

SAVE ME PLEASE...

HAVE YOU THOUGHT A PERSON IN YOUR LIFE, A BURDEN. LIKE YOU HAVE NO THOUGHT OF THEM UNLESS WHEN THEY ARE WITH YOU, YOU WANT THEM TO JUST STOP TALKING AND VANISH INTO THIN AIR. I AM NOT SAYING I WISH THEM DEAD BUT FOR NOW I WANT THEM TO GO AWAY AND COME BACK ON A DAY I SHOULD NEED THEM. THIS WEEK WAS SUPPOSED TO START OFF WELL AND END JUST AS WELL, BUT IT SEEMS AS IF THE GOD'S ARE WORKING AGAINST ME TO HAVE EVERYONE AROUND HATE ME AND WALK AWAY... INSTEAD OF HAVING ME TO CHASE THEM AWAY. I NEED SOME OF SORT OF PRAYER OR DIG A WHOLE AND STAY THERE FOR THE REMAINDER OF WHAT SHOULD BE FOREVER. # I NEED SOMETHING OR SOMEONE TO SAVE ME...

Should it fit...

Amazingly I have a group of friends who think of me as part of their lives. I have seen myself pulled into their pictures, I know about their love lives, I know the most irritating facts they do not wish to let the world know about and well that they are my friends as of late. I remember coming to school with only one aspiration and that was to get out of here as by the time allocated to me. Now that they have chosen to teach me a few other things either than being myself, my aspiration has not changed but includes them as well and I pray constantly everyday that they finish along with me. Should it be that I have no clothes on my back, I know they have got me, all the time...

MY 'SPEAR'

WE HAVING QUITE A FIESTA IN OUR COUNTRY OVER BRETT MURRAY'S PICTURE, 'THE SPEAR'. THE PAINTING HAS SPARKED MUCH CONTROVERSY AS IT DEPICTS PRESIDENT JACOB ZUMA, SHOWING OFF HIS PRIVATE PARTS. TO BE HONEST I FIND THE PICTURE A TRUE PORTRAYAL OF OUR PRESIDENT, REASON BEING HE HAS HAD A RAPE CASE AND ALSO PRACTISES POLYGAMY WITH MUCH NOTED PRIDE.
NOW THERE HAVE TWO PEOPLE WHO TOOK AMPLE TIME DEFACING THE PAINTING, IN THE GOODMAN GALLERY LAST WEEK. PEOPLE HAVE TAKEN THIS AS AN ACT OF PROTECTING THE PRESIDENT'S IMAGE AND ALSO PULLING THE RACE AND CULTURE CARD, THE REASON FOR SUCH ACTIONS.
FIRSTLY THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH EITHER RACE OR CULTURE BECAUSE A WORK OF ART IS TO BE APPRECIATED IN THE SENSE IT IS THE ARTIST EXERCISING HIS HUMAN RIGHTS. YES, RESPECT YOUR ELDERS AND FELLOW CITIZENS TOO, THEN AGAIN IT IS A PICTURE AND IT SHOULD REMAIN AS SUCH DEPICTING THE PRESIDENT'S (THOUGHT OF) PRIVATE PARTS.
I SAY PLEASE JUST PUT THIS STORY TO REST AND MOVE BECAUSE WE HAVE MUCH BETTER THINGS TO FOCUS ON SUCH AS THE EDUCATION STUDENTS DEMANDING FREE EDUCATION AND ALSO THE FOOTBALL MATCH BETWEEN THE JOURNALISM AND EDUCATION STUDENTS...
#by REAGILE KGOKONG.